Please Remember Me
My youth is sliding off a cliff, and I can’t pull it back
heels dig into crumbling earth, a tragic attack.
The heart beats slower now, a drum that’s lost its fire,
each thump a whisper of what was,
a body that doesn’t bend like it used to.
I love this life, though— don’t let me go. The way the moon glows as
I drift to sleep, soft as a lover’s promise.
The sight of fresh winter, snow cloaking the world in quiet,
even if the cold gnaws my bones, a horrid throe that lingers.
The grain of wheat crunches beneath my feet, the
thistle in my garden pricks my hand— just a weed,
but bittersweet, like this life I clutch so tight.
I look to her, old faithful, always there when
my strength falters, her eyes a lantern in the dark.
But time takes lives, leaves home a little hollower,
and I’m afraid of that last breath—
the ultimate test.
Will I show the world my heart? Will they
hear my cry, know my faith, see my courage as I rest?
Lord, keep me on this great land where my feet are firmly planted.
Your creation is so amazing—
the sun glowing upon my face, the world
so pretty in this place. I take nothing for granted, not the sage’s sharp perfume,
not the champagne’s fizz, a toast to life’s highs and lows.
I can’t imagine a better space, especially one I can’t see.
It’s all a mystery to me, and closing my eyes feels too hard to believe.
Please, I beg you, show me something to ease my mind.
Postpone that reprieve—
I don’t want to leave. When my day comes due,
and you offer a life brand new,
I’ll reach out my hand, trusting you’ll catch me too.
But for now, let someone whisper my name,
let my echo linger in the wheat, in the thistle, in the moonlight’s glow.
P.S.
Thanks for the champagne, for the sage, for this life I love.
Jac Winters